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The hamlet of Bhadra - Chapter 1 - Part 5 - The ancient lost temple and ashram of the Puranas

The hamlet of Bhadra - Chapter 1 - Part 5 - The ancient lost temple and ashram of the Puranas

Chapter One — Part Five

The hamlet of Bhadra

By late afternoon the trail had narrowed into something less resembling a route and more resembling a compromise negotiated unwillingly between mountain and human persistence. The mud path curved around steep shoulders of rock, vanished briefly into dwarf rhododendron growth, then reappeared higher up beneath overhanging cliffs streaked black by old rainwater and mineral seepage. Above us the ridgelines had begun darkening already although the sun itself still floated somewhere behind layers of shifting cloud toward the western valleys.

The climb from Nandipara had exhausted me far more than I admitted openly.

At sixty-three, fatigue no longer arrived dramatically. It accumulated quietly inside the body like hidden snow gathering along unstable ledges. One continued walking out of stubbornness, memory, vanity, unfinished questions, and occasionally simple embarrassment before younger men. My knees had begun hurting several hours earlier. My breathing remained uneven after every incline. The trekking pole had ceased being expedition equipment and become, with some humiliation, a structural necessity.

The mule handlers, meanwhile, continued moving with infuriating competence.

Their loads creaked rhythmically as the animals negotiated narrow turns along the cliffside path. Tin vessels clinked faintly beneath tarpaulin coverings. One mule sneezed violently and shook its head hard enough to scatter droplets into the cold air. Somewhere behind me my cook was muttering complaints about altitude, damp firewood, and the declining moral standards of professors who insisted upon carrying steel trunks full of manuscripts into regions where ordinary people struggled to transport potatoes.

Yet despite the fatigue, I remember very clearly the strange stillness that descended upon our group during the final ascent toward Bhadra.

Perhaps it began because the mountains themselves seemed to close inward there.

The valley narrowed sharply. Pine forests thinned. The wind changed direction repeatedly along the ridges, carrying alternating smells of wet stone, animal dung, woodsmoke, and old snowfields hidden somewhere above the clouds. Even the mule bells seemed quieter.

Samara had grown noticeably more serious.

Earlier he had spoken freely during the journey — about routes, weather, livestock, forgotten landslides, and government clerks at Dharchula who never arrived when expected. But now his voice lowered instinctively whenever he mentioned the settlement ahead.

“Bhadra is not like Nandipara,” he said at one point without looking back.

“In what way?”

He tapped his walking stick carefully against a rock before replying.

“People there keep the old ways.”

That phrase could mean almost anything in the Himalayas.

I waited for clarification.

After several moments he continued walking in silence beside me, his staff pressing rhythmically into the damp earth of the trail. The wind had begun rising again along the ridge, carrying with it loose strands of mist from higher slopes. Then, without any dramatic lowering of voice or attempt at theatrical mystery, he said quietly,

“The old people say the settlement belongs to the yoddha ganas of Mahadeva.”

The mule handler nearest us immediately muttered, “Har Har Mahadev,” almost automatically, as though the conversation itself required ritual acknowledgment before it proceeded further. Another of the younger men touched his forehead briefly with cold fingers darkened by rope fibres and mule grease. I noticed these reflexes carefully. Belief in the mountains often survived less through doctrine than through instinctive gestures performed before thought intervened.

I asked Samara what exactly he meant.

He shrugged in that peculiarly Himalayan manner that combined uncertainty, inherited memory, practical acceptance, and complete indifference toward academic precision. I had seen the same expression among shepherds in Kumaon, old pilgrims near Kedarnath, and forest guards beyond Pithoragarh whenever one attempted to impose clear historical categories upon stories that had lived too long inside the landscape.

“They say long ago — maybe thousands of years, maybe more — the ganas were settled there by Mahadeva himself.”

He spoke not as a preacher, nor even quite as a believer, but as a man repeating an old geographical condition, something akin to saying that snow falls heavily beyond a certain ridge or that landslides occur after late monsoon rain.

“The warrior ganas?” I asked.

“Yes.”

“Guarding what?”

At this he gave another small shrug.

“Who knows now?”

The answer disturbed me more than certainty would have.

For years I had studied how ancient frontier communities preserved memory indirectly. Ritual survived after language altered. Names survived after meanings faded. Sometimes entire belief systems collapsed into single habits or unexplained restrictions. A settlement avoided after dark. A cave nobody entered. A hill associated with fire. A valley said to belong to spirits, warriors, ascetics, or wandering gods.

And now here I was, breathless and aging on a Himalayan trail north of Nandipara, listening to an old villager speak casually of Shiva’s warrior retinues as though discussing neighbouring shepherd clans.

The mountains around us suddenly seemed older.

Not spiritually older in the fashionable mystical sense sold to tourists, but geologically and psychologically ancient — old enough to preserve stories after the civilizations that created them had vanished entirely.

The ganas of Shiva had always fascinated me intellectually. In the Sanskrit traditions they occupied unstable categories — attendants, spirits, warriors, followers, embodiments of wildness, beings dwelling beyond civilized order. They belonged neither fully to heaven nor earth nor forest nor cremation ground. They moved at the edge of systems. Frontier mythologies across the Himalayas often preserved such figures with unusual persistence.

Civilizations domesticated gods over time.

Mountains did not.

Samara explained further that one could not simply walk directly into Bhadra without permission.

“They watch the upper paths,” he said calmly. “Always.”

“Why?”

“Because that is their custom.”

The answer carried finality.

We eventually reached the last ridge before the settlement — a strange saddle-shaped hilltop where the mud trail widened briefly between two massive cliffs rising darkly on either side like weathered gateways. Beyond that point the land sloped downward toward a hidden basin partially obscured by drifting mist and smoke.

Samara raised his hand abruptly, signalling everyone to stop.

“We wait here.”

The mule handlers obeyed immediately without argument. Even the animals seemed strangely subdued.

For several minutes nothing happened.

The wind moved continuously across the saddle carrying cold vapour from unseen snowfields somewhere higher beyond the ridges. It did not blow steadily but arrived in irregular currents, descending suddenly through invisible channels in the mountain walls before dissolving again into stillness. Each gust carried a different scent — wet stone, old pine bark, distant animal smoke, and occasionally the faint metallic sharpness that seemed peculiar to very high altitudes where snow, rock, and sky appeared to merge into one another without transition.

We stood there waiting in near silence.

Far below, through intermittent breaks in the mist, I began distinguishing shapes that slowly resolved themselves into long dark structures roofed with corrugated metal and heavy timber weighted down by loose stones against the mountain winds. At first the settlement seemed less constructed than assembled reluctantly out of whatever materials survival permitted. Nothing about it suggested permanence. And yet such Himalayan hamlets often endured longer than modern concrete towns in the plains.

Thin strands of smoke drifted upward from one of the huts, moving almost vertically before flattening against the slope under crosswinds. Somewhere below, a dog barked once and then stopped abruptly.

Bhadra.

The last settlement.

The edge of mapped habitation.

The phrase itself produced a curious sensation inside me — not excitement exactly, but the unsettling awareness that beyond certain points geography became increasingly dependent upon memory, rumour, and oral continuity rather than surveyed certainty. Modern maps disliked ambiguity. Mountains cultivated it.

And somewhere beyond these ridges, according to fragmented legends, broken references, wandering ascetic narratives, and obscure Purāṇic annotations copied by forgotten scholars decades before my birth, there might still survive abandoned routes leading toward the lost temple and ashram I had spent years attempting to locate through texts, cross-references, marginal notes, and geographical correlations so improbable that several academic colleagues had gently suggested retirement had affected my judgment.

Perhaps they were correct.

I removed my gloves briefly and rubbed warmth back into my fingers. The cold entered quickly at this altitude once circulation slowed. My knuckles ached faintly. Below us the dark roofs of Bhadra appeared and disappeared repeatedly beneath drifting mountain mist like something uncertain whether it wished to remain visible to outsiders at all.

Then Samara touched my elbow quietly.

“Look.”

Near the third long hut a figure had risen suddenly into view. The movement was so abrupt that for a moment I thought the mountain itself had shifted. A young man perhaps — difficult to judge from a distance — wrapped in dark woollens and carrying what appeared to be either a staff or an enormous battle sword across his shoulder.

He stood motionless for several seconds observing us.

Then he turned and walked quickly toward the first hut.

Nobody in our group spoke.

The silence that followed felt curiously formal, almost procedural, as though we had unknowingly entered an older administrative system operating beneath modern governments and border maps.

Eventually another figure emerged.

Tall.

Broad-shouldered.

He stepped out from the first long hut and stood facing uphill toward us. Even from that distance his physical presence appeared striking. He wore a thick woollen coat belted tightly at the waist, and his beard spread outward heavily across his face in a manner that made him appear less like a villager and more like some carved guardian figure left standing outside an ancient temple.

Then his voice carried upward through the cold air.

“Samara!”

The old villager beside me immediately straightened slightly.

The tall man called out again in a dialect I only partly understood, asking his business and purpose for arrival.

Samara gestured for me to remain where I was.

“You wait here, Professor-saab.”

Without further explanation he began descending the slope alone toward the settlement.

I watched the conversation from above while trying unsuccessfully not to imagine worst-case scenarios. Age, altitude, and excessive reading of obscure frontier histories had made my imagination increasingly unhelpful in isolated places.

The two men spoke for several minutes beside the outer hut. At one point the tall villager looked directly toward our mule train. Another man emerged briefly from a doorway and disappeared again. The younger lookout remained standing near the upper structures watching us continuously.

Finally Samara turned and waved.

The tall man also lifted one arm in acknowledgment.

Permission granted.

Our small caravan resumed movement slowly down the slope toward Bhadra.

Up close the settlement appeared even more austere than I had imagined from the ridge above. Distance had softened its harshness earlier, allowing mist and perspective to lend the illusion of rustic simplicity. But inside the hamlet itself there was nothing picturesque about Bhadra. It possessed the severe practicality of a place built not for comfort, nor beauty, nor permanence, but for endurance against weather and isolation.

Perhaps ten long huts altogether stood scattered unevenly along the slope, positioned carefully to break the force of winter winds descending through the upper valleys. They had been constructed low to the ground using thick stone foundations, rough timber beams darkened by smoke, patched corrugated roofing sheets held down with rocks, yak-hide coverings stretched over weaker sections, and stacks of drying firewood arranged meticulously against the outer walls. Every object appeared repaired repeatedly over many years. Nothing unnecessary survived here.

Dogs moved silently between the structures with suspicious yellow eyes, pausing often to study us without friendliness. They were mountain dogs, large-boned and wary, their fur thick with accumulated dust, ash, and winter shedding. One stood atop a pile of stones watching the mule train with visible professional distrust.

Prayer flags hung overhead in faded tangled knots from poles weathered almost black by snow and rain. Most had long ago lost their original colours. The cloth strips fluttered weakly in the cold wind like fragments of forgotten conversations still attempting to remain attached to the living world.

Everything smelled intensely of smoke, animals, damp wool, old leather, and survival. Not metaphorical survival. Actual survival. The daily negotiation between cold, altitude, limited resources, and the slow wearing down of human bodies by mountain seasons.

The tall villager approached us before we fully entered the settlement.

“I am Mitreya,” he announced.

His handshake nearly crushed my fingers.

“I am the head of Bhadra.”

Then, unexpectedly, he smiled.

With Mitreya, the Chief of the hamlet of Bhadra 
Huge man, fearsome, with a fiery moustache
[Image created by AI - 17 May 2026]

“Only for government people and surprise visitors,” he added. “Otherwise nobody listens to me.”

The remark produced laughter from several nearby villagers who had gathered silently to observe our arrival.

Mitreya stroked his enormous moustache with visible satisfaction, the gesture performed with such practiced dignity that I immediately suspected he had repeated this explanation many times before to outsiders arriving uncertainly into Bhadra. Up close he appeared even larger than he had from the ridge above — broad across the shoulders, heavily bearded, wrapped in thick layered woollens that carried the smell of smoke and cold mountain air. His face had the weathered hardness common among high-altitude pastoral communities, yet his eyes possessed an unexpectedly amused intelligence.

“They made me head because I am tall and frightening-looking,” he continued with complete seriousness. “Government people listen more if somebody looks important.”

One of the younger villagers nearby laughed openly at this, while another muttered something in the local dialect that produced additional amusement among the others. Mitreya ignored them with the calm confidence of a man accustomed to his own mythology.

“The actual chief here is Sharada.”

“Sharada?” I repeated.

The name seemed strangely gentle against the severe landscape around us.

Mitreya nodded immediately, and I noticed that the humour vanished from his face with surprising speed. He turned respectfully toward one of the farther huts standing slightly apart from the others near a cluster of stacked firewood and prayer poles.

“Eighty years old,” he said after some thought. “Maybe more.”

Then, lowering his voice slightly, he added,

“She remembers everybody. Even dead people.”

There was no irony whatsoever in the statement. No village exaggeration intended for effect. The younger men listening nearby also became noticeably quieter. One of them glanced instinctively toward the distant hut as though merely speaking her name required caution. I found myself unexpectedly intrigued.

In remote Himalayan settlements memory itself often became a form of authority. Written records disappeared. Governments changed. Borders shifted. Roads collapsed. Families migrated. But occasionally one elderly person survived long enough to become the living archive of an entire landscape.

He then turned immediately practical, instructing my mule handlers to bring the animals toward an empty long hut beside his own. They could stable the mules there, prepare their kitchen fire, and settle themselves before nightfall. If additional food or supplies were needed, his son Mandara — the young lookout who had first spotted us — would assist.

Samara, meanwhile, was ordered firmly to remain behind and rest.

“You walk too much for an old man,” Mitreya told him.

Samara grunted dismissively. Then Mitreya turned toward me once more.

“You will come,” he said quietly. “Sharada will want to see you herself.”

(c) Bharat Bhushan

17 May 2026


On the trail to Bhadra - Part 4 Chapter 1 - the lost temple and ashram of the Puranas

On the trail to Bhadra - Part 4 Chapter 1 - the lost temple and ashram of the Puranas

Nandipara to Bhadra 

By the time we finally left Nandipara, the morning had already begun leaning toward noon, though in the higher Himalayas sunlight often behaved deceptively. One could stand beneath brilliant illumination and still feel cold lodged deep inside the bones. The preparations alone had exhausted me more than I cared to admit openly before the mule handlers. Age transformed even beginnings into undertakings.

The trail northward rose immediately beyond the last cluster of stone dwellings as though the mountain wished to remind travellers, without unnecessary ceremony, that human settlement ended quickly here and that effort would now become compulsory. Behind us, Nandipara shrank gradually into fragments of slate roofs, smoke threads, and terraced slopes dissolving into mist. Ahead lay only the narrow brown trail curving upward around the shoulder of the ridge.

The old man, Samara, walked in front with a long wooden staff polished smooth by decades of use. He must have been seventy-five at the very least, perhaps older, though mountains altered the mathematics of age. Some faces weathered into old age by forty. Others survived astonishingly beyond eighty with the stubborn endurance of alpine shrubs growing from cracks in stone. His body was thin almost to dryness, yet his movements retained the measured balance of someone who had spent an entire lifetime walking uncertain ground.

With Samara, the elderly villager and guide from Nandipara 
On the high Himalayas trail to the hamlet of Bhadra
[Image created by AI - 17 May 2026]

Every few minutes he would stop briefly, not from fatigue, but to inspect the sky, the trail, the mules, or occasionally nothing visible at all.

“You walk slowly, Professor-saab,” he observed eventually without criticism.

“I have spent most of my life climbing university staircases,” I replied between breaths. “The Himalayas appear unconvinced by my academic qualifications.”

That produced a brief laugh from one of the mule handlers behind me.

“No degree works here,” the younger man said.

This was perhaps the most accurate educational philosophy I had encountered in years.

The air smelled faintly of damp soil, pine resin, mule sweat, and distant snow. It was a layered smell, not unpleasant, but ancient in some indefinable way, as though the mountains themselves preserved odours the plains had long forgotten beneath petrol fumes and concrete dust. Each breath entered the lungs cold and sharp. The sunlight overhead looked deceptively warm, yet the shadows retained the authority of night. Our boots pressed slowly into the wet brown trail where earlier frost had softened into mud under the hesitant morning sun.

Somewhere far below the ridge, hidden entirely from sight, water moved continuously through unseen channels with the subdued roar common to Himalayan valleys. One never escaped the sound of water in these mountains. Even when invisible, rivers remained acoustically present — beneath conversations, beneath wind, beneath thought itself. Sometimes the sound resembled distant traffic heard through sleep. At other moments it became almost liturgical, like low chanting emerging from the earth.

Rivers announced themselves long before they became visible.

I remember thinking, not for the first time, that entire Himalayan civilizations may have been built not around geography alone, but around acoustics. Human beings followed sound before they followed maps. Water guided memory. Pilgrimage routes probably emerged first as audible corridors through mountain terrain. Even mythology carried echoes of this. Sacred rivers were always heard before seen. The Ṛṣis of the old texts listened constantly — to forests, wind, streams, stones, thunder, birds, silence. Modern civilization observed; ancient civilization listened.

Samara walked slightly ahead of me with his staff tapping rhythmically against exposed stones along the path. Now and then he would stop and turn half sideways while speaking, not fully facing me, as though conversations in the mountains were best conducted while continuing movement. He explained that it was his responsibility to visit the remote hamlet of Bhadra once every fortnight and prepare a report regarding the people living there and the condition of the domestic animals. He spoke of this duty without bureaucratic importance, almost casually, as though describing seasonal weather patterns or grazing conditions.

“How many people remain there now?” I asked.

“Depends on weather,” he said. “Ten huts maybe. Sometimes fewer people. In winter some come lower down.”

“Huts?”

He nodded.

“Mostly sheds only. Stone below. Tin sheets. Wood. Smoke everywhere.”

The image formed slowly in my mind — a tiny settlement hanging somewhere above the ridges, exposed to snow, isolation, and months of uncertainty. The sort of place modern maps acknowledged reluctantly, if at all.

“And the name?” I asked. “Bhadra?”

At this Samara slowed slightly, perhaps pleased that I had asked the correct question.

“Named after Veerabhadra,” he said quietly.

The mule handler behind us muttered “Mahadev” almost automatically under his breath.

For several moments only the sound of our boots and mule bells accompanied the conversation.

Samara eventually continued in the unhurried cadence of people who carry stories not as performance, but as inherited weather.

“You know the story?”

“Yes,” I replied. “Daksha Prajapati. The great yajña. Sati entering the fire.”

He nodded again, satisfied.

“In old times,” he said, “people here believed Veerabhadra crossed these mountains after destroying the yajña.”

The statement was delivered matter-of-factly, without theatrical mysticism. That was what interested me increasingly about mountain oral traditions. They rarely separated mythology and terrain cleanly. The epics here did not occur in abstract sacred space; they moved physically through valleys, rivers, glaciers, ridges. Divine anger travelled across actual mountainsides.

As we walked, fragments of the ancient story returned to me from years of reading multiple Purāṇic versions and regional retellings. Daksha Prajapati, proud and rigid in ritual authority, refusing to acknowledge Shiva. Sati was humiliated publicly at her father’s sacrificial gathering. The unbearable collision between cosmic ego and wounded devotion. Then Shiva’s fury — not controlled divine justice, but catastrophic grief transformed into force. Veerabhadra emerging from that rage embodied destruction itself.

An interesting civilizational detail had always lingered in my mind about the Veerabhadra narratives. The old texts repeatedly struggled to describe him within ordinary human proportions. He appeared less as a person and more as an event — fire, storm, violence, disruption of ritual order. Such figures often fascinated frontier cultures living amid unstable geographies. Mountains understood destructive energy intimately. Avalanches, landslides, glacial floods, earthquakes — perhaps Veerabhadra survived here not merely as theology but as metaphor for the terrifying instability embedded within the Himalayas themselves.

Samara pointed upward toward distant dark ridges partly concealed by drifting clouds.

“The old people used to say,” he continued, “that Veerabhadra rested somewhere in those upper mountains after the destruction.”

“And Bhadra remained from that memory?”

“Maybe,” he said with a shrug. “Who can say now? But old names stay longer than old people.”

That sentence stayed with me.

Old names stay longer than old people.

It struck me then that much of my own journey into these mountains had emerged from precisely that suspicion — that names preserved continuity long after explanations collapsed. Sacred geography survived not because civilizations remembered perfectly, but because they forgot incompletely. A ruined shrine. A distorted legend. A valley named after some impossible event. A fire ritual no longer understood. A route still walked though nobody recalled who first opened it.

Above us, clouds drifted slowly across the upper Himalayan slopes while the hidden river continued speaking somewhere beneath the world of stone and mist.

“Otherwise nobody remembers them,” he said simply.

“What exactly do you report?”

He shrugged lightly.

“How many people? Whether somebody is sick. Whether the sheep survived winter. Whether mules were lost on upper paths. Sometimes if there are births. Sometimes deaths. Whether salt is needed. Kerosene. Medicines. Which dogs have become dangerous. Which roofs are collapsing.”

“And all this reaches Dharchula?”

“Eventually.”

The word eventually floated in the cold air with quiet Himalayan honesty.

He explained that the written report was carried back to Nandipara and then sent onward through the shopkeeper at Trishul-ki-Chatti whenever a rare bus, supply van, or shared taxi descended toward Dharchula. Communication here still depended less upon systems than upon memory and chance alignment of movement. I found something oddly moving about that. In the cities we imagined connectivity as instantaneous transmission. Here information still travelled physically through terrain, carried by weather-beaten men along dangerous paths.

“The people in Bhadra,” Samara continued, “mostly keep herds. Yaks in upper grasslands. Goats. Sheep. Mules. Some dogs also. Fierce dogs.”

He glanced toward me carefully while saying this, perhaps assessing whether I belonged to the category of elderly intellectuals who considered all animals spiritually symbolic until bitten.

“Families?”

“Some families remain there during warmer months. Some have people lower down in Trishul-ki-Chatti. Two families have children studying at Dharchula now.”

He pronounced Dharchula with a curious mixture of pride and suspicion, as though the town represented both opportunity and corruption simultaneously.

“One boy joined the army,” he added after some thought. “Garhwal Regiment.”

“Officer?”

Samara waved dismissively.

“Maybe. Maybe jawan. What difference? Uniform is uniform here.”

I remember smiling at that. The mountains often reduced distinctions that urban India treated with obsessive seriousness. Rank mattered less than return. Salaries mattered less than whether roads remained open through winter.

As we climbed further, the trail narrowed dangerously in places where old landslides had eaten away sections of the path. The mules crossed such stretches with infuriating confidence while I negotiated them with elaborate caution, planting my trekking pole carefully before each step. Loose stones shifted beneath my boots. Twice I stopped entirely to steady my breathing.

Below us, valleys opened suddenly through breaks in the cloud cover, revealing impossible depths streaked with old snow channels and dark forests descending toward invisible rivers. Beyond them rose additional ranges fading into pale blue distance toward Tibet.

I asked Samara whether Bhadra was truly the last settlement ahead.

“On this side, yes,” he said.

“And beyond?”

He pointed vaguely toward the high ridges beyond the eastern slopes.

“Other people. Other valleys. Tibet side also. Nepal side also. Mountains do not care for maps.”

That sentence remained with me.

He explained that people in Dharchula across the Nepal side sometimes claimed Bhadra belonged to Nepal rather than India, though nobody from the Nepal government had ever come there to verify anything. The Indian government also appeared only intermittently, usually through rumours of officials rather than officials themselves.

“Then how do the people decide?” I asked.

Samara looked genuinely puzzled by the question.

“Decide what?”

“Which country they belong to.”

He adjusted the shawl around his shoulders before replying.

“They belong to the mountain first.”

The answer silenced me more effectively than argument.

After another steep ascent over the first hillock north of Nandipara, our entire expedition collapsed gratefully beside the trail for rest. One mule immediately attempted to chew at a rope harness. Another stood perfectly motionless, steaming gently in the cold sunlight. My cook removed his woollen cap and wiped sweat from his forehead while muttering darkly about professors who carried libraries into glaciers.

I sat heavily upon a flat stone, lungs protesting sharply. My heartbeat seemed absurdly loud inside my ears. At sea level this incline would barely qualify as exercise. Here it felt like negotiation with mortality.

Samara lowered himself beside me with surprising elegance for a man his age. Then, after several moments of companionable silence, he reached somewhere deep within the many layers of his clothing and produced a long bamboo pipe assembled from mismatched local materials darkened by years of handling.

The ritual that followed possessed almost priestly concentration.

He loosened a small cloth pouch carefully, mixed tobacco with slow deliberate fingers, packed the bowl thoughtfully, then lit it with a coal preserved inside folded bark fibre. After two or three deep pulls, he exhaled with visible satisfaction into the cold mountain air and leaned back against a rock looking momentarily at peace with both earth and sky.

The smoke smelled strong, raw, and oddly sweet.

“You carry many books,” he observed eventually.

“Yes.”

“You are searching for some old place.”

“Yes.”

He nodded slowly as though confirming something privately suspected all along.

Then he turned toward the northern ridges, where clouds drifted slowly across distant slopes like moving curtains.

“You will be interested,” he said quietly, “in the old temple. The most ancient temple to Mahadeva in these mountains. Almost as important as one of the Pancha Kailasha. Or one of the Pancha Kedara.”

Even the mule handlers stopped moving for a moment.

The wind shifted lightly across the ridge.

And something inside me — some old scholarly instinct buried beneath fatigue, skepticism, age, and altitude — sat upright immediately like a half-forgotten animal suddenly hearing its true name spoken aloud after many years.

(c) Bharat Bhushan 

17 May 2026