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The story of Pinaka, the celestial bow of Mahadeva: The Unknown Stories from within the Ramayana

The city of Mithila, the jewel of the Videha Kingdom, was a place where the air itself seemed thick with the scent of sacrificial fires and the rhythmic chanting of the Vedas. Located between the rushing Gandaki to the east and the Mahananda to the west, protected by the looming Himalayas to the north and the sacred Ganga to the south, it was a realm of both strategic power and profound spiritual depth.

This sacred geography was not merely a matter of borders but a reflection of the kingdom’s character. To the north, the snow-capped peaks of the Himalayas stood as silent sentinels, embodying the height of spiritual aspiration that the kings of Videha sought to reach. To the south, the Ganga flowed with a maternal grace, nourishing the fertile plains that made Mithila a land of abundance. The Gandaki and Mahananda rivers acted as the natural veins of the kingdom, ensuring that the land of Siradhvaja Janaka was as prosperous as it was pious.


The lineage of the Janakas was unique in the annals of Bharatavarsha. Descended from the austere King Nimi and the miraculous King Mithi, from whom the city took its name, these rulers were not merely monarchs but Rajarsis (Royal Sages). Siradhvaja, the current Janaka, epitomized this duality. While his younger brother Kushadhvaja managed the defense and administration of Samkasya, Janaka turned Mithila into a global sanctuary for the mind. In the markets and courtyards, one was as likely to hear a debate on the nature of the Atman as one was to hear the haggling of merchants.


The Sanctum of the Pinaka

In the heart of the palace, within a chamber reinforced by stone and sanctified by daily rituals, sat the celestial bow, Pinaka. It rested in an enormous iron chest, a vessel so heavy it required eight wheels to be moved, and several hundred men to pull. This chamber, known as the Pinaka-shala, was unlike any other room in the royal residence. Its walls were etched with the history of the universe, and the floor was made of polished black stone that reflected the constant glow of oil lamps that were never allowed to extinguish.


The protection of the Pinaka was not left to physical guards alone. While the palace was patrolled by the elite of Mithila’s army, the chamber itself was guarded by a layer of spiritual defense. Every morning, before the sun touched the waters of the Ganga, a group of chosen priests would enter the sanctum. They performed an elaborate Shodashopachara Puja (sixteen-step worship) to the bow, treating it not as an object of wood and string, but as a living manifestation of Mahadeva’s power.


The chest itself, the Manjusha, was a marvel of ancient engineering. Forged from tempered iron and adorned with celestial motifs of serpents and fire, it was built to withstand the immense spiritual weight of the weapon within. The eight wheels were massive, each taller than a grown man, and they were kept greased with sacred oils to ensure that if the bow ever needed to be moved for a ceremony or a royal display, the friction would not ignite the very earth. It was said that when the chest was moved, the sound of its wheels was like the rolling of distant thunder, a sound that could be heard across the entire city, signaling to the citizens that the divine protector of Mithila was being stirred.


The Protocols of Presence

The Pinaka was not a public spectacle. It was a divine trust. Consequently, the manner of people allowed to visit it was strictly governed by a hierarchy of merit, purity, and purpose. The primary visitors were the great sages who frequented Janaka’s court. Figures such as the revolutionary Yajnavalkya, the brilliant Gargi Vachaknavi, and the venerable Ashtavakra were granted access to the outer sanctum. For these masters of philosophy, the Pinaka was a subject of deep meditation. They did not come to marvel at its lethality, but to contemplate the Dharma it represented. They were allowed to sit in silence near the iron chest, drawing inspiration from the proximity of a tool that had once aligned with the will of the Creator to destroy the three cities of Tripura. To them, the bow was a symbol of the focused mind.


Other kings and princes from across the various kingdoms of the subcontinent would often travel to Mithila with the specific intent of seeing the Pinaka. However, their access was more restricted. To stand before the iron chest, a visiting king had to first undergo a period of ritual purification. They were required to bathe in the Gandaki and present themselves to Janaka not as a rival sovereign, but as a seeker of grace. Janaka, ever the gracious host, would lead them into the chamber, explaining the history of how the bow passed from the Devas to King Devarata. Many of these kings, fueled by their own vanity, hoped to be the one to string it, but few were even allowed to touch the handle of the chest, let alone the bow itself.


The final category of people allowed within the chamber were the 'Servants of the Pinaka', a hereditary group of palace workers whose sole duty was the maintenance of the chamber and the chest. These men were trained from youth in the physical strength required to manage the massive chest and the spiritual discipline needed to remain in the presence of such a high-vibrational relic. They moved through the room with hushed voices and lowered eyes, viewing their labor as a form of Karma Yoga.


A Legacy of Custodianship

For Siradhvaja Janaka, the bow was a constant reminder of the weight of his own crown. He often visited the chamber late at night, after the scholars had retired and the city had fallen silent. In the presence of the Pinaka, he found a strange clarity. He understood that the prosperity of the Videha Kingdom, the peace that allowed for the chanting of the Vedas to continue undisturbed—rested on the silent strength of this celestial weapon.


The bow was never used in the wars of Mithila. Its presence alone was a deterrent, a silent promise that the gods favored the righteous line of Nimi. It was the anchor of the palace, a piece of the divine realm brought down to earth, waiting for a time when the world would again require the intervention of the Supreme. Until then, it remained in its iron cradle, a secret heart beating within the stone walls of Mithila, guarded by a king who valued the wisdom of the soul as much as the strength of the sword.


The Charioteer of the Three Cities

The sun was setting over the ramparts of Mithila, casting long, amber shadows that danced across the stone corridors of the royal palace. King Janaka, known to his family and the learned circles as Siradhvaja, stood with his younger brother, Kushadhvaja. The air between them was filled with the quiet gravity of shared history.


Kushadhvaja had recently been appointed the ruler of Samkasya after their arduous victory over the defiant Sudhanvan. Yet, despite the triumph of war, both men felt humbled as they stood within the sanctum of the Pinaka-shala.


Before them sat the legendary iron chest, a gargantuan vessel of dark, tempered metal etched with protective mantras in ancient Brahmi. It rested upon eight massive bronze wheels, and it was said that the weight of the chest alone was enough to make the earth groan. Inside lay the Pinaka, the celestial bow of Mahadeva.


"It is a weight that defies the earth, Brother," Kushadhvaja remarked, his voice echoing softly against the vaulted ceiling. He reached out, his fingers hovering just inches from the cold, vibrating iron of the chest. "I have seen many weapons of war in Samkasya—bows that can pierce a mountain and swords forged in the fires of the Gandaki, but this, this feels as though it anchors the palace to the very core of the world. It does not feel like an object; it feels like a presence."

Janaka smiled, his eyes reflecting the flickering ghee lamps that burned eternally in the corners of the chamber. His expression was that of a man who saw not just the wood and metal, but the metaphysical threads connecting the artifact to the heavens.


"You have a warrior's intuition, Kushadhvaja," Janaka replied. "It is not merely wood and string. It is a fragment of the Divine Will, a physical manifestation of Sankalpa, the cosmic resolve. Do you know why Mahadeva is called Tripurantaka? It is a title that marks the end of an era of imbalance."


Kushadhvaja nodded slowly, his gaze fixed on the chest. "I have heard the hymns chanted by the priests, and I have heard the bards sing of the three cities, but those are tales for the masses. I wish to hear the history from you, Brother, from the perspective of a Janaka who guards its legacy."


The Ambition of the Tripura

Janaka turned to face the chest fully, his hands clasped behind his back. "Long ago," he began, his voice dropping into a rhythmic, storytelling cadence, "the three sons of the Asura Taraka, Tarakaksha, Kamalaksha, and Vidyunmali, performed such intense penance that they forced the hand of Lord Brahma. They did not ask for simple immortality, for they knew the laws of the universe forbade it. Instead, they asked for three invincible cities."


"Maya Danava, the great architect of the netherworlds, constructed them," Janaka continued. "One was of gold, situated in the highest heavens; one was of silver, floating in the middle air; and one was of iron, anchored upon the earth. These cities were marvels of celestial engineering, moving independently, shifting through the clouds and the stars. They were unreachable and impregnable. But there was a catch, a flaw designed by Brahma. These three cities, Tripura, could only be destroyed when they aligned in a single, vertical line. This alignment happened only once every thousand years, for the briefest flicker of a moment, and they could only be razed by a single arrow."


The Chariot of the Universe

Janaka’s voice grew hushed, almost surreal, as he described the cosmic scale of the mobilization that followed. "The Asuras grew arrogant, using their mobile fortresses to terrorize the three worlds. The Devas, for all their lightning and thunder, were helpless. They realized that no ordinary weapon, and no ordinary deity, could strike three moving targets in three different dimensions with a single shot. They turned to Mahadeva."


He stepped closer to Kushadhvaja, his eyes wide with the vision of the Puranic past. "But Mahadeva did not simply pick up a bow. To support the weight of his intent, the entire universe had to reconfigure itself into a war machine. The Earth itself became his chariot. The Sun and the Moon were transformed into its two wheels, representing the cycles of time. The four Vedas became the four horses, and the sacred syllable Om became the lash of the whip. Lord Brahma himself, the Creator, took the reins as the charioteer, for only he could navigate the chariot at the speed of thought."


"And the bow?" Kushadhvaja asked, his breath catching.


"The bow was the Pinaka," Janaka whispered. "Mount Meru, the axis of the world, became the frame of the bow. The cosmic serpent, Vasuki, offered himself as the bowstring. And the arrow? The arrow was a fusion of Agni the fire-god as the tip, Soma the moon-god as the fletching, and Vishnu himself as the shaft."


The Moment of Alignment

"When the thousand years reached their zenith," Janaka said, his voice rising with intensity, "the three cities began to drift toward each other over the plains of the sky. The Devas watched in silence. The moment the gold, silver, and iron fortresses overlapped, forming a single needle-thin target, Mahadeva drew the Pinaka. He did not need a thousand arrows, he did not need a volley of celestial bolts. He needed only one, charged with the concentrated power of the entire universe's consciousness."


"In a single flash of blinding, white fire, the Tripura were reduced to ashes. The arrogance of the Asuras vanished in a heartbeat. What you see before you, Kushadhvaja, is the instrument that restored balance to the three worlds. It is the very bow that held Mount Meru's strength and Vasuki's tension."


Kushadhvaja looked at the iron chest with newfound awe, his shoulders squaring as if he could feel the residual heat of that ancient cosmic fire. "To think that such a weapon rests within our walls," he mused. "It is not just a relic of Mithila, it is a weight upon our souls. It is a terrifying grace, Brother. To hold it is to hold the potential for the end of time itself."


Janaka nodded solemnly. "Indeed. We do not own the Pinaka, Kushadhvaja. We merely serve it. It stays here, unstrung and silent, as a reminder that the power to destroy is only righteous when it is used to preserve the Dharma. As you return to Samkasya, remember this, a King’s greatest strength is not the size of his army, but the alignment of his will with the Divine."


The two brothers stood in silence for a long time, the weight of the Pinaka anchoring them to their duty, while outside, the stars began to appear, the same stars that had once witnessed the fall of the three cities.



The Wielder of the Bow: A Discourse with Sage Yajnavalkya

The grand assembly hall of Mithila was a sea of saffron robes and intellectual fervor. Sunlight filtered through high, arched windows, illuminating the dust motes that danced like tiny stars in the wake of the sages’ debates. At the center of this gathering sat the venerable Yajnavalkya, a man whose presence was so commanding that his wisdom was often compared to the midday sun, blinding to the ignorant, yet life-giving to the seeker.


The Sage Yajnavalkya at the Court of King Janaka
[Image sourced from Gemini AI]



They had been discussing the nature of Brahman, the formless reality that underpins all existence. However, in the court of a Rajarsi (Royal Sage) like Janaka, philosophy was never detached from the tangible symbols of divinity. The conversation eventually drifted toward the heavy, iron-bound presence that resided in the palace’s inner sanctum: the celestial bow, Pinaka.


"O King," Yajnavalkya spoke, his voice deep and resonating like the strike of a temple bell through the hall, "you are a guardian of the Pinaka. This is no small burden, nor a mere royal duty. Many call the Great Lord by many names, Mahadeva, Shankara, Nilakantha, but why, in your estimation, is the title Pinakapani so central to our meditations on Him? Why must the Infinite be envisioned as holding a weapon?"


Janaka, known as Siradhvaja, rose slightly and bowed his head in profound respect toward the sage before answering. He paused, looking out toward the horizon where the Himalayas met the sky, as if drawing inspiration from the heights.


"Venerable Sage," Janaka began, his voice steady and infused with the clarity of a realized soul, "'Pinakapani' literally translates to 'the one who holds the Pinaka in his hand.' But the meaning goes deeper into the philosophy of governance and cosmic law. To hold the Pinaka is to hold the ultimate power of destruction, not as an act of malice, but as an act of Dharma. In the celestial realms, a weapon is not a tool of aggression, it is a boundary. It is the line drawn between the chaotic and the cosmic."


He stepped down from his dais, walking slowly among the gathered scholars. "A king holds a scepter to signify earthly justice; a scholar holds a manuscript to represent the transmission of truth. But the Lord holds the Pinaka. It signifies that the Supreme Consciousness is always 'armed' with the intent to dissolve the ego and the illusions of the material world. When we meditate on Shiva as Pinakapani, we are acknowledging that the same hand that creates the rhythm of the universe is the hand that can end it in a single moment of precision."


Janaka’s eyes grew bright with a surreal intensity as he delved into the Puranic significance of the bow's form. "Consider the physics of a bow, O Sage. It is a state of constant, potential tension. It is not like a sword that lies dormant in a scabbard. A bow, even when unstrung, represents the readiness of the Divine to act. The bow is the bridge between His silent meditation, His Shanti, and His active role as the protector of the cosmic order, His Shakti. It is said that the vibrations of the Pinaka’s string, the Pinaka-ghosha, are the precursors to the Pralaya, the great dissolution. To meditate on Pinakapani is to meditate on the balance of the universe: the stillness of the archer and the terrifying speed of the arrow."


The hall was silent. Even the wind seemed to hold its breath. Janaka continued, his tone shifting to the personal responsibility he felt as the bow’s custodian.


"In Mithila, we do not just worship a weapon, we worship the hand, the Pani, that has the strength to carry the weight of the world. The 'Pani' represents the agency of God. It tells us that the Divine is not an indifferent observer of our struggles. By holding the Pinaka, Mahadeva signals that He is the ultimate arbiter of fate. For us, the Janakas, having the Pinaka in our palace is a constant reminder of the Dharma-danda, the rod of punishment and justice. It reminds us that power is only divine when it is held with the same detachment and discipline that the Lord exhibits when He wields the Pinaka."


Janaka leaned forward, his voice dropping to a confidential whisper that reached every corner of the room. "There is a celestial nuance to this, Yajnavalkya. It is said that when Mahadeva took the form of the hunter to test Arjuna, or when He stood against Tripura, the Pinaka did not just shoot arrows of metal. It shot arrows of pure Tejas, concentrated light. To be the 'Wielder of Pinaka' is to be the source of that light which shatters the darkness of Avidya (ignorance). The bow is curved like the vault of the heavens, and the string is the straight line of truth. When they meet, the ego is pierced."


He concluded, his hands folded in a gesture of surrender, "I guard the metal and the wood, but I meditate on the Hand. I guard the physical chest, but I seek the grace of the One who knows exactly when to draw the string and when to let the world rest in peace."


Yajnavalkya’s face broke into a radiant smile, his eyes twinkling with the satisfaction of a master who finds a student truly aligned with the essence of the Veda. He raised a hand in blessing.


"True, O King," the sage replied. "Your understanding is as vast as the kingdom you rule. You have seen past the iron of the chest to the iron of the soul. The bow is indeed the silent witness to the Lord's readiness. It is the symbol of the Ishvara who is both the peaceful witness and the active destroyer of sorrow. Mithila is safe not because of the bow's weight, but because its King understands the weight of the Hand that holds it."


The assembly erupted in a low murmur of appreciation. Janaka’s discourse had transformed the Pinaka from a relic of war into a beacon of spiritual liberation, cementing the palace of Mithila not just as a seat of power, but as a sanctuary of the highest Truth.


(c) Bharat Bhushan
28 December 2025

Arunachala Shiva!!! Let my pain be my sacrifice, to you…

Arunachala!” She implored, “Allow me to be with you, as one, forever!”

Sharada was worried. This was too tiring, and nobody had warned her about how tough it really was. At 66, she should have had strength and energy enough to complete the fifteen kilometer Girivalam path without getting as tired as she was now. Her sisters, Saraswathy and Shyamala were waiting for her patiently. They had also found it difficult to keep walking. This was the first time that the three sisters were walking on the Girivalam path, and they were at the Niruthi Lingam temple, the third of their ashtalingams. They had started walking at 6 p.m., but a much fulfilling stopover at Sri Ramanasram had delayed them.

At 9 p.m., they were tired and exhausted at the Niruthi Lingam temple. There were other pilgrims and regular devotees on the Girivalam path. Some were walking by rapidly, and some were sitting at the various resting places and enjoying themselves. Sharada came up to her sisters and sat down thankfully. Shyamala, the youngest at 51, started laughing at their plight, and said, “This is our lot now, and we are not even able to walk on a pilgrimage together. I hope we will be able to complete the Girivalam path without any problems, and offer our prayers to Arunachala at the temple.”

Sharada was also laughing, though in obvious physical pain. Saraswathy pointed at the tender-coconut vendor and gestured for him to bring over three coconuts, and remarked, “You are a fine one to say so! You are younger than me. I am only 54, but akka is much elder to us. She has a basket of problems, and her legs do not have the same strength as she used to have. Let’s have these coconuts and regain our strength. I am sure that even if we give up on the Girivalam  path, our akka will not. She will even complete the entire route in a month, but she will not give up and go away!”

The tender coconuts refreshed them and they sat for a while, content, that after about ten years or so, the three of them were together. They had met during weddings or funerals, and lately, it was only funerals. Distant families after their weddings, settled in Mumbai, Tirupati and Chennai, they were away from each other and their brothers. Sharada tried to recollect the last time that the three brothers and three sisters had been together. It must have been at her son’s wedding, she thought. She will have to check the photo albums and the marriage videos and make sure.

Her sister-in-law’s daughters had spoken about the Girivalam path, and how they went about their walk easily, and that there were good facilities and one could join hundreds or thousands of pilgrims, even at night, on the fifteen kilometer walk, on certain days. Saraswathy spoke of her trip with college friends in her youth, to Tiruvannamalai, many years ago, and the idea had been turned into reality. Except that they had not taken certain factors into account. They were not in a walking condition at all. Their age had caught up with them and their strength was not what it used to be.

They went up to the Niruthi Lingam temple. There were quite a few devotees gathered in the outer sanctum. Some looked tired while a group was sharing their dinner at a corner. There was no priest at this time, and there were no prayers since this was not a Girivalam Pournami  night. The three sisters went up to the closed doors of the inner sanctum and offered their prayers. Shyamala placed some coins in the plate containing the sacred ash and inserted some rupee notes into the hundi  box. Saraswathy searched for a comfortable place for the three of them to take rest amongst all the devotees and their conversations. She knew that the eldest, Sharada, would need to recover from her blood sugar depletion and that they would have to rest here for at least 30-40 minutes or so.

There was a secluded place alongside the inner sanctum, and strangely it seemed quite peaceful. It was dark at that corner, and looked quite inviting. Sharada went off on a quick nap, while Shyamala went exploring around the temple. Saraswathy sat up near her elder sister, and thought back to her childhood, when she could never go off to sleep without curling up next to her very comfortable cushion-like elder sister. All those years, growing up together, all those memories! All gone! That was one of the very reasons that they had decided to come over to Tiruvannamalai and walk on the Girivalam  path on pure impulse. They had never done so, together, the three of them, and this seemed like such a good idea.

Shyamala returned with a bunch of bananas, leaf-platters containing hot tamarind rice and curd rice. The three sisters ate up contentedly and Sharada seemed to recover her energy and enthusiasm. A large dog came walking up to them quietly, and stood watching them, silently. Sharada gestured to the dog, and said, “Does it look like it wants some of the rice from us? It’s just standing there.” Shyamala looked at the dog and pointed, “See, it seems upset. Its tail is not wagging. It is just watching us eat. It’s alone. Perhaps this is it’s place to sleep! Maybe we are not wanted here.”

Saraswathy laughed, “Yes! As though the dog is going to speak to you and ask you to get up from here. It is finding it strange that we are eating without giving it any food. Perhaps the devotees here give food to this dog without it have to beg for it. But, do look at the dog. It’s just standing there, in this darkness, not barking and not wagging its tail. It’s a very strange dog, for sure!”

“No! It’s not strange at all!” said a voice from the darkness, “What is strange about a dog that does not beg for its food and does not wag its tail?” Startled, the three sisters looked into the darkness. There was a large tree in the area away from the outer sanctum. On the ledge around the large tree, sat a shadow, a tall shadow, and judging from the voice and shape, a very tall woman. She was sitting out there, and there was another person with her. Another woman was seated on the ground below the ledge. They could not see them or make them out, and as they kept peering into the darkness, the two women were beginning to be more distinctively visible, as much as could be, at this time of the night.

The tall woman stood up from her seat on the ledge around the large tree and came up to the dog and the three sisters. The other lady stood up hastily, looking surprised, gathered up some food packets and came up closer. The tall woman was indeed tall, thought Sharada, ‘must be at least six feet’. She looked somewhat ‘sinister,very sinister,’ Saraswathy thought to herself. She was of a dark complexion and was entirely dressed in black, but was not dressed in any saree. She was in some sort of a modified shalwar or a longish qurta, with a black coloured, rich-looking shawl covering her. The dog stood quietly, looking at the three sisters.

Now that the woman and the dog were standing next to each other, Shyamala could realize that the dog was indeed quite tall, almost up to her waist. Watching her measure the dog’s height, the tall woman spoke to Shyamala, “Aamaa Kanna, he is a hound. But, do not worry, for he is a good boy. He does not do any harm, and does not mean any harm. He has been my companion for many years, and is very loyal. Normally, nobody sits here, in the dark areas behind the inner sanctum of the Niruthi Lingam temple. And, since me and my companion were resting nearby under the large tree, he came here to check you out.”

Having spoken thus, the two women sat along with the three sisters in the dark corner of the outer sanctum. Saraswathy offered their food packets and bananas, and the two women seemed to accept graciously. The quiet woman picked out some of the rice and pressed them into large morsels and offered them to the hound. Introducing themselves, Saraswathy said, “We are from Chennai. I mean, we were once in Chennai in our childhood, and now myakka is in Mumbai, and my younger sister stays at Tirupati and I am at Chennai. We decided suddenly to come on the Girivalam path, without any preparation. We have never been here before. We are not as young as before but we decided to do it anyway. Akka has been a national volleyball player in her youth, but today, she was very tired. So we decided to take some rest here, while she recovers her energy and strength.”

The tall woman smiled, looked at Sharada and said, “You do not decide that you are tired or you have energy while on the Girivalam path. HE decides. You did not decide that the three of you will come here and walk on the Girivalam route. HE decides. You are all from Chennai, and yet now, you are older than fifty years of age, you must be more than 65, I think. But you have never walked on the Girivalam route. Why could you not come here? This is not some picnic spot that one fine day you decide to come for a walk here. There are some devotees who must have gone around the sacred Arunachala formore than a hundred times, and there are a few who have walked around the entire path for at least a thousand times. But those are a rare few.”

Sharada smiled in agreement and replied, “True, you are very true. I could not have come here even when my college classmates came on their trip. I had to go for a volleyball tournament in Agra. My sister has been here once, to Tiruvannamalai, and she is indeed blessed, for she walked on the entire path in her youth. But, Shyamala, my darling youngest sister, she was never allowed to go for any trip to any place. I do not know if our parents had ever come to Tiruvannamalai or ever walked on the Girivalam path.They never told us, and we never asked. Perhaps it was a very normal pilgrimage for them in those days. But now, it seems like an achievement of some sorts.”

The tall woman gestured for her lady companion to sit alongside. The other lady came out of the darkness and handed over a 3-4 feet long sword to the tall woman. It was not like any vegetable cutting knife, thought Shyamala, but seemed like one of the swords from the movies, like NTR’s sword in one of those movies from the Mahabharata. The tall woman seemed quite comfortable with the heavy sword, and did not seem to be concerned that the three sisters were watching the weapon with considerable interest. The other lady smiled at their curiousity and laughed.

Noticing her laughter, the tall woman said, “O Khadgi! Anyone would certainly be surprised to see such a sword, and that too, with a woman. Dear sisters, do not be frightened. This is who I am. This sword is mine, and I carry it as the custodian of the village temple nearby. There has never been any robbery or dacoity in this area, but I am not a guardian against thieves. I am a guardian of a very old temple in this region, much older than the temples in these places. Those before me have been the carriers of the sword even before temples were built to house the ashtalingams. These eight aspects of Arunachala, the guardians of the eight directions have been here around the sacred formless aspect of Rudra, from a time before humans began to construct temples.”

Saraswathy nodded, “Yes. The ashtalingams are indeed guardians of the eight directions and it is here, Niruthi, that we are at the southwest. What do you guard with the sword? We are here on the Girivalam path, and everything looks so very peaceful. The devotees are happy among themselves, and they are quite familiar with the path and the people and the temples. I only hope that my elder sister is able to complete the entire walk and she is not taken unwell and there would be no problems to her.”

Khadgi, the younger lady, spoke, “You are in the sanctuary of the Niruthi Lingam temple. You have come here directly from the Yama Lingam temple. How can you not succeed? Speak in respect to Arunachala, for you are in HIS shadow. Speak in devotion, for every step that you take on the path, you take with HIS permission alone. There are those who rush around, and walk by swiftly without stopping at some of the ashtalingams. They are also those who are blessed, for their only destination is to go back to where they began. There are these families, who sit here and at other places in the shade of Arunachala, and they are also blessed. Do not be worried about your ability and your destination.”

Sharada asked, “But, what about pain? O sword-carrier, what about my pain? That is real, and I do feel my pain. I was feeling each step of mine, as I walked from the Agni Lingam  temple onwards to the Niruthi Lingam temple. How can I be attentive to Arunachala, if I am only attentive to my physical distress and my pain? I have so many medical problems. Many expert doctors have told me that I have only six months to live, and that was since the past ten years or so. I have lived many six months since then. I have not come here on theGirivalam path to be cured of my physical distress. I have come here only in order to seek HIS blessings. To seek HIS blessings alone, to be at peace with myself.”

“I am called Dharini, and I am not merely a sword-carrier!” The tall woman said, as she smiled, “Through my many years, I have been called by many names. Since I carry this sword, I am called thus, as Dharini. Your pain is your sacrifice, for as one who carried her pain, you are here to sacrifice what is part of you. It was your decision to walk on the sacredGirivalam path, and you knew that it would be a very long walk. Yet, you did not worry about all the problems with your health. The illness of the body and the pain that you feel, are two separate aspects. Give away your pain at this sacred place, at the temple of Niruthi Lingam. Give away all your associated thoughts about your pain. Sacrifice yourself.”

“Sacrifice myself? Give away my pain? How do I do that, sister?” asked Sharada.

Dharini, the tall woman, the carrier of the sword, replied, “Think. Deep within your mind. You are here at the Girivalam path, and now, you are here at the Niruthi Lingam temple. Close your eyes and think. Who is the closest to you, and for whom would you sacrifice your pain and illness, and be peaceful with yourself, and be able to think only of Arunachala Shiva as you walk on this path? What if you committed some of the magic of Arunachala on yourself? What if you pulled out all the negative energy that you do know that you have? What if you were able to cast it away, just like that, as you search for Arunachala Shiva, within yourself?”

Sharada replied, “O Sister! I would sacrifice all my pain and all my illnesses for my sisters, who are with me today. I do not know when we will be together again. I may not even be alive for any longer after this pilgrimage. I can feel it all over me. HE is calling me. While I am alive, I know that I am to suffer with my ill health. But for this short period of time, in this precious time when we walk on the Girivalam path together, I would like to sacrifice my pain so that I walk with them in happiness and enjoyment, and that my sisters would remember this day forever, and would only remember my happiness.”

Saraswathy and Shyamala hugged their elder sister and seemed to be about to weep. Dharini spoke in anger, cautioning them, “Do not cry, for she wants you to remember her in happiness. Do you want her to carry a sorrowful memory? Niruthi Lingam is a place of magic, of transformation, as you turn around and cross a primordial direction.There is no corruption in the faith here, for even in death, you leave behind memories for others to carry. Remember that. You give off from yourself, you sacrifice from your pain, all the happiness that you can give others.”

“I am also known as Dharini, the Black One, for usually the people at my village are keen to allow me to depart quickly from their homes. It is thus in death also. Those who want you to be with them, are keen that you depart, when they are seeking corruption in their relationship with you. In the shadow of Arunachala, there is no corruption of your faith, and it is only an aspect within your mind. Give away your pain to Arunachala, for as Niruthi, as Rudra, that is his sacrificial share.”

Dakshinamurthy
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