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Panduranga Vittala!!! - the keertankar who sang alone in the rain, all night...


alone, a keertankar sings, all night.... 
the incessant rain, splatters mud all over, 
in darkness, sleeping pilgrims, O Vittala!!!


He had been given new orders and posting for three days and nights at Renapur, near Indapur and Solapur. This was an important staging point for the Sant Dnyaneshwar palkhi that came from Alandi via Pune and went ahead to Pandharpur in time for the Ashaadh Ekadashi. Mallikarjun was a police constable with the SRPF, posted at Amaravati, and had been given sudden orders to move with his colleagues to join duty in protecting and managing the palkhi and its lakhs of warkaris and dindis, who walked all the way to Pandharpur. He was at Renapur, and it was raining, and raining, and raining.

Mallikarjun was disgusted. This place was terrible. He had been asked to stay ready at the entrance to the camping grounds for the palkhi. When the lakhs of pilgrims would walk in and set up their camp, he had been asked to stay close to the main tent, in the police control space. They would set up a police tent, absolutely next to the main tent that would house the sacred paadukas of Sant Dnyaneshwar. All the local police constables had been given duty elsewhere, because they would have to maintain control over the possible trouble spots. The SRPF had been given duty all over the camping grounds, near the petrol stations and at the eateries nearby.

It was raining without any end. The entire camping ground was now slushy and seemed like it would soon transform into a lake. He had asked his senior officers if there was a back-up plan, if the camping ground was not usable. The senior officer had consulted the local police officer who assured them that they should not worry about the slush and the rain. They were told that the palkhi and the warkaris were used to the rain, and would be able to convert the entire slushy camping ground into a small city within an hour. He did not believe this assurance at all. How could this slushy ground be used, if at all. He had been used to going out with his colleagues to set up camping areas. They had been taught that one had to select the most dry of places, and ensure that the tents do not get wet from the damp grounds. And, this was certainly more than damp. Was this to be used for lakhs of pilgrims? It would be a terrible moment, he thought.

He had been instructed that the advance contingent of trucks and assorted vehicles would reach the camping grounds, at least 2-4 hours before the pilgrims would walk in. They had their own monitoring and coordination teams and they would manage on their own. His job was to keep a watch and ensure that there were no unruly elements or any surprise violence or breakdown in law and order. Already, the early stragglers and small pilgrim groups were moving in, and beginning to set up themselves near the closed shop fronts and open areas outside the camping ground. The local police had closed down vehicular traffic from the outskirts and would now only permit vehicles with special label-stickers and permits.

The vehicles started to drive in to the camping grounds in a disciplined manner. There were some volunteers with notebooks who were checking on the label-stickers and directing the vehicles to fixed locations in the ground. Within an hour, to Mallikarjun's surprise, the entire camping ground was being taken over, methodically, from the rear to the front. Tents were coming up, and water tanks were being filled up with hoses from the connections provided at strategic points on the ground. They seemed to know exactly how to go about everything. There was no confusion and there was no chaos. The organisational power was very obvious to everyone. The front area was unoccupied, and the vehicles carrying the main tent drove in now.

By nightfall, the tents were up, including the main tent, and the rath with Sant Dnyaneshwar's paadukas came in to the cheers and sounds of cymbals, drums and veenas and the chants of lakhs of warkaris who had gathered all about. The local people were very eager to get to see the main dindis and the rath. The palkhi organisers seemed to know that they should allow the locals to get their opportunity to seek blessings and they permitted it with splendid grace. Mallikarjun was impressed. This was his first posting in the palkhi and he had not expected such splendid organisational management. He had never been in an event of such magnitude and this was something to be proud of, to be proud of his people and his culture.

The local people started queuing up to seek a view of the paadukas and the warkaris were settling down for well deserved rest. Their respective groups started cooking and serving hundreds of thousands of dinners within an hour. Nowhere, perhaps nowhere in the world, could so many separate groups of people be able to coexist in such a peaceful and efficient manner. The senior SRPF officers came over to the main police control space and spoke to the palkhi organisers. Everything seemed to be in control. One of the officers came up to Mallikarjun and asked him to move over to the queue pavilion and retain his post at that spot for the entire night. That would be the most crucial place, he was advised, and he would have to be alert.

He settled in by taking across his chair and a bench to the queue pavilion. The viewing of the paadukas had been stopped and smaller groups were being allowed in through a side entrance in the main tent. About 2-3 groups of warkaris, with their keertankars and veenkaris had also settled in under the queue pavilion as it was raining outside. They sang together, and sometimes in a challenge to one another, and at other times, they sang in sequence, taking up one verse amongst each group. It was fascinating to watch the group singing in such splendid perfection. Mallikarjun had seen such groups at Amaravati and also at Ganagapur, his native village that was south of Solapur. But, he had not seen perfection in singing, as he saw tonight.

Very soon, it was midnight, and Mallikarjun was tired. It seemed that the keertankars were not tired at all. They kept singing, loudly, softly, sometimes in a group, and sometimes, led by a single veteran. They had not repeated any of their songs and they seemed to know many many more. Surprisingly, each and every warkari or keertankar sitting in the queue pavilion seemed to know all the songs that were being sung. It was amazing, indeed, thought Mallikarjun.

The rain had thinned down, and it was only a very slow drizzle. The keertankars noticed that the night was clearing up. They pointed it out to each other, and suddenly, they stood up in a huddle and walked out of the queue pavilion, and started singing under the sky, louder and louder. It was breathtaking. Some warkaris from the other tents came to the group and started singing with them. The tempo increased, and a couple of pilgrims with drums came in to the centre and started beating up a steady rhythm. Now, the dancing started. It was not like they were dancing to a rhythm. It was more like jumping up and down on the same spot, and after a sequence of 4-5 jumps, they would jump and turn around in the air, and come down with a burst of joy and a shout, "Vittala!!!"

The tempo kept increasing, and the entire group sang together and danced for about an hour before they started tiring. It was almost past midnight, and Mallikarjun had not noticed the time passing by. Very soon, it would be 4 am, and time for the pre-dawn prayers, and it would be good to get a few hours of sleep. But, the keertankars did not seem to feel the same. They kept singing at a lower tempo, and the crowd thinned out. The outer group settled in around the inner ones and went to sleep under the open sky. The main singers settled down, sat on the ground sheet that they had spread out, and quietened down. 3-4 keertankars and two veenkaris kept singing in a low tone.

After a while, everyone was quiet, except for one keertankar, accompanied by one or the other veenkaris who kept giving him support by strumming on their veenas. It was past one a.m., and Mallikarjun could not go to sleep, mesmerised, as he was watching the lone keertankar singing softly. He did not tire, and kept singing, one abhang after the other. Very soon, the veenkaris dropped off to sleep, and the keertankar picked up the veena and strung it over his shoulders and began to strum it and sing.

It was a melody that did not seem to know how to stop. The lone keertankar kept singing slowly, and kept walking about, as though he was putting everyone to sleep. Mallikarjun was totally beside himself, and got out of his chair and went up to the keertankar and bowed in respect and touched his feet. The keertankar blessed him and went about, walking around, singing and strumming. He was singing some complicated abhangs, none of the common or usual ones. These seemed to be in never ending verse.

Everyone seemed to be asleep. Not a person stirred. The entire campground was without sound, except for the odd vehicle that drove by on the adjacent roads. Mallikarjun was watching the lone keertankar, and kept hearing his melodious voice. His voice rang out across the hundreds of pilgrims and warkaris, all asleep. He could not catch the words, but could understand the rhythm. He did not tire, and he sang softly, and kept walking around, coming near Mallikarjun and going away from him. And yet, the voice did not fade away from his ears. This was like magic.

Suddenly, it started drizzling strongly and the rains came down steadily. All those who were sleeping out in the open, picked up their ground sheets and ran to the various tents and pavilions that had been set up on the camping grounds. They seemed to know their group tents, while the entire layout looked quite confusing to Mallikarjun. In a flash, everyone had come in and there was none left in the open ground. But, the lone keertankar continued, standing below a sign board and a small tree alongside it. He seemed to be unaffected by the rain, and continued to sing.

Nobody noticed him, at first, while Mallikarjun could not take his eyes away. His song rang out from the sounds of the rain, and slowly everyone began to watch him. It was past 2.30 a.m., and he kept singing alone. The rain was not heavy, but there was infrequent lightning. And each time that the lightning struck across the sky, it lit up the space around the lone keertankar, and he seemed to glow in radiance, singing out to himself, and to everyone who heard him.

The warkaris discussed among themselves, and selected two young men to go out and convince the lone keertankar to come in to the queue pavilion and be safe. The two men went out and returned, not being able to convince him. 2-4 senior keertankars came up to Mallikarjun and asked him to go out and bring the lone keertankar back with him. Agreeing with them, he went out in the rain, carrying an umbrella, and requested the lone keertankar to return with him. He did not seem to listen to him, and kept singing.

Mallikarjun was able to watch him, from up closely, and could not understand the energy that the songs were giving out. The lone keertankar's eyes were closed, and he sang, in ecstasy. He sang slow songs of love for his god, and he sang of wanting to go to Pandharpur, immediately. And later, he complained to his god, as to why did he make the journey so long, and why could he not come away from Pandharpur to him, and be with him. And immediately thereafter, he sang, again in complaint, as to why could he not make the journey much much longer, so that he could keep singing and singing and singing.

The melody was too stunning. The appeal was emotionally uplifting for Mallikarjun. He could not move away. Slowly, he went up to the lone keertankar and extended his own umbrella over his head to protect him from the rain. The rain drenched him entirely, and Mallikarjun did not notice it at all. He was totally captured by the song and rhythm of the lone keertankar who sang about his love for Vittala and his jealousy of all the noble souls who had sought and received his blessings. He sang about why did he have to go to Pandharpur, when he knew that his god was already with him. He knew that he would be protected and cared for, he sang to his god, and that he would be somewhere nearby, watching him.

For Mallikarjun, it was like being transported to some other dimension. He could not see anyone else. He could not see the camping ground any longer. He could not see the rain, and could not feel the damp. He could not see the queue pavilion and he could not see the night. He could only hear the song, and could only catch the rhythm of the veena, strumming in obedient and yet devoted companionship to the voice of the lone keertankar. There was nothing else. And then, in one sudden flash of light, that seemed to come for a very brief micro instant, the lone keertankar was transformed, and Mallikarjun could only see Vittala under the umbrella, carrying the veena and singing in a loving voice. The very next instant, the moment was gone, and Mallikarjun could see the lone keertankar, continuing to sing.

A moment later, the lone keertankar, stopped in his song, and smiled, and said to Mallikarjun, "Oh, Mauli! My gratitude to you. Thank you for the umbrella that you held to protect me. What is the protection for, but to avoid all the strings that bend back the arrow before it is released, isn't it? I knew that my Panduranga, my Vittala would not forsake me. Just a moment ago, when I was singing, calling out to him, for one brief moment there, I could see, that he had not forsaken me. I saw you, in one very brief moment, transformed, and I saw my Panduranga in you, standing there, protecting me. I am blessed, truly blessed, my Vittala."


Glossary 
abhang = hymns composed by the great saints of Maharashtra.
Ashaadhi = the Hindu Calendar month during June-July
ashtavinayaka = the pilgrimage to eight sacred destinations in western Maharashtra, with eight of the most well-known temples to Lord Ganesha.
atya = Aunt, usually, father's sister.
bawa, bawaji = an affectionate word to call out to a Parsi, usually for men. Only if you are a close friend.
beti = Daughter
bhagawantha = God.
chapati = cooked wheat flat cakes, like a roti. An Indian-style tortilla.
dada = elder brother
dhaba = roadside food place. With informal arrangements.
Dindis = the group-units of pilgrims participating in the wari.
Dnyanba = Sant Shri Dnyaneshwar of Alandi
keertan, keertankar = hymns sung as a song. The singer, usually a respected veteran, is known as a keertankar. Groups of devotees sing together with the keertankar and have established routines and sequences.
lungi = a sarong-type of dress, worn below the waist, comfortably with an easy tuck-in.
Maro Dikri = 'my daughter' - a favoured term in Parsi and Gujarati lingo.
Mauli = Devotee of Panduranga. Also a form of greeting in recognition of the other person's faith in Panduranga Vittala.
paadukas = the sacred symbolic feet-impressions of deities or sages
palkhi = the pilgrimage from Dehu-Sant Tukaram temple and Alandi-Sant Dnyaneshwar temple via Pune to Pandharpur in Solapur District, Maharashtra
policewallah = policeman
prasad = sacred offerings presented to the deities. Some part of it is usually returned to the devotee.
qaidi = prisoner
rath = chariot, usually pulled by oxen during the palkhi from Dehu-Alandi-Pune to Pandharpur
tai = Sister
Tuka, Tuka says, Tukaram = Sant Tukaram of Dehu. His renditions in praise of Panduranga Vittala are the abhangs that are remembered through hundreds of years. They are popularly known as "Tuka says..."
vaikhunta = passed away. Gone ahead to the great heavens above.
veena = stringed instrument used by warkaris to strum and recite
veenkari = the person who wears the veena around his neck and chants God's name.
wari = the annual June-July (ashaadhi) pilgrimage from Dehu-Alandi-Pune to Pandharpur.
warkaris =  traditional pilgrims - devotees of Panduranga Vittala, the deity at Pandharpur - who walk from Dehu-Alandi-Pune to Pandharpur, covering nearly 200 kms
Yaa = Come. A form of invitation in affection.

Panduranga Vittala!!! - the old lady pilgrim who was tired...

puzzled, she walks, the old lady pilgrim.... 
warned of tiring feet, chanting, 
discovering flight, she glides, O Vittala!!!

She was tired. Her old legs seemed to be failing her now. It was just the first day. Her group of warkaris, all women, were placed every year, ahead of the sacred rath transporting the holy paadukas of her beloved Dnyanba. The problem was that all the lady warkaris were full of energy, and were extremely eager to push on rapidly ahead. This was her twentieth wari, and she had been strong each year, keeping pace with the best of her team mates. But, this year seemed to be difficult and very different. Her heart and body and legs were not as energetic as her mind was.

She had fasted for the previous two days, as she had done, all these twenty years before the start of the wari. The fatigue and weakness was catching up with her now, as she had started walking from Alandi to Pune. The crowds had swelled up, as they would, between Dehu, Alandi and Pune and seemed to be indisciplined. The dindis were however, regulated in a very strict manner.

Today, her legs seemed to be failing her. She was beginning to feel the pain. She could not walk as fast as the others. This was just the first day of the palkhi. She wondered if she could keep going all the way to Pandharpur in time for the Ashaad Ekadashi. Would she get to see her very dear Panduranga? Would Vittala, her most dear and beloved Vittala give strength to her 82 year old legs, and tired and weakened body and help her walk all the way to Pandharpur? She kept seeing the enthusiasm of her team members, and was feeling scared of slowing down her group and causing a scare on the very first day. It would have been extremely inauspicious.

Her mind told her to go on, but her feet were unable to walk at the same speed. She turned to a youngish team mate, walking alongside her, and said, "I am unable to walk, for now, and I am frightened. Today is the first day."

The young lady smiled at her and replied, "O tai, do not worry. You will complete the wari, and the next year, you will again be walking with me. Your body and legs are only rusty. It will be painful in the first 2-3 days only." Reassured, the old lady smiled, feeling the pain in her legs, and tried to walk, chanting, "Om Ram Krishna Hari, Om Ram Krishna Hari." But, the legs did not seem to respond. She turned to the young lady again, and said, "Vittala!!! Give me strength! I am unable to keep up for now. Let me sit someplace, and rest for some time. I will catch up with you later. We are all going to be at Pune for tonight."

The young lady nodded in agreement and replied, "Make it to the usual house where we always stay on the first night at Pune. You can rest there tonight. If you get lost, ask for someone's help and call me on my mobile phone. Do not worry." Reassured, the old lady stepped out of the orderly palkhi and went up to a bus-stand and sat under the shade. It felt extremely good, to rest there.

It had rained all day, the day before, and there did not seem to be any hint of rain for now. She would have welcomed the rains, for she would have been able to gain her strength. She thought back to her younger days, when she would run about, getting wet in the rain. At that time, nobody scolded her for doing so, and all the girls in the village had usually joined her in the mischief. Most of her childhood friends, boys and girls, had gone, passed away, before her. She could not recollect if any of her childhood friends were alive any more. She wondered if she was only eighty-two years old, for it seemed like a lot more, for sure.

She watched the palkhi go by, all groups walking in a disciplined manner, with their banners aloft, and their flags flying proudly. This was the first day, and all pilgrims were eager, happy and walking spiritedly. The local devotees had lined up along the street and gathered in good numbers. There were other devotees seated at the bus-stand, and one of them had stood up and offered his seat to her. They knew that she was a warkari, and the young lad had looked proud to have been able to help her.

The years were going by, she realised. She had never been tired in the wari as she had been today. It was strange, she thought. She had never wondered or thought about her childhood friends for many years. Today, she was remembering them as they were, all together at 8-10 years of age, happy, uncaring, playful, unfearing and united in all their games and activities. She remembered their names, and she could recollect them, one by one. What was strange was that she could not remember them as adults, after they had got married and had children or as old persons.

Memories were very strange, she told herself. Some things you remember and some events or people are absolutely out of memory. How do we forget? she wondered. A young girl, possibly about 8 years old, came walking out of the crowd that was watching the warkaris walk towards Pune. This girl did not seem to be watching the people. She came walking directly to the old woman pilgrim. The old lady wondered about the girl, for her style of clothes were totally unlike those that she saw on girls of that age in these days. The clothes, were, she wondered to herself as to how she could put it - the clothes were very old, and the style was also very old.

The girl came directly to the old lady and smiled. The old lady smiled back, and looked at her curiously. The girl placed her hands on her hips, and said, "O Kashi, why are you sitting here? Why are you not walking with the others?" The old lady was stunned that this young girl knew her name and was so bold to ask her so directly, and seemed to be so impudent. Kashi, for that was her name, asked in reply, "You know my name? Who are you?"

The girl replied, "You do not remember me, O Kashi? How can you be so forgetful. Look at me closely. I am Jana, your childhood friend. We used to run away from our village school teacher and go to collect tamarind for all our friends. Look at me closely!"

Kashi looked at the girl closely, and fought with her memories. Yes. This girl did look like Jana, and she knew her with all her love and affection of so many years. She asked, "How did you come here, at this moment? Are you also walking with the palkhi? I was feeling tired. This is the first time that I am feeling tired in the twenty years that I have been walking with the palkhi. Today, my feet are refusing to obey me. They seem to have given up."

Jana, the 8 year old girl, replied, "O Kashi, how can you say that you are tired? You were the one with the most energy in our  group. Remember, 75 years ago, you had run all along the railway train when it had come to our village for the first time. None of us could keep up with you. How can you say that you cannot walk? Come, I will help you. Are your legs paining? Come, I will massage them."

Kashi smiled at the memory. Yes. She had run along the railway train. They used to be slower in those days, and one could run along with the trains. Not nowadays. The other girls had also tried, but she had run faster than any one of them. She said, "Jana, yes... I did not remember. I am not the same person as I was in those days. That was a very long long time ago. You are able to remember after all these 75 years. I am getting more tired nowadays. This is the first day of the palkhi and I am unable to keep up with my group. I have been sitting here for twenty minutes, and my feet are refusing to help me."

Jana sat down on the footpath, below Kashi's seat, and started massaging her feet, one by one. The touch was amazing, and Kashi could feel the resistence in her legs begin to melt away. A lady who was watching the scene with fascination turned to a boy alongside her, and asked him to run to a shop and purchase a small bottle of coconut oil and bring it to the 'small girl who is more sensible' than her overgrown son. The boy fetched the bottle of coconut oil and handed it over to Jana.

Thanking him, Jana applied the coconut oil on Kashi's battered feet and soles and massaged them tenderly. Kashi kept looking at Jana's face with love, and gathered up the long lost memories of those years gone by. How happy they had all been. Jana, Kashi herself, Goda, Krishna, Saru and Bagha. Jana had had an elder brother, Ram dada, as they used to call him. She asked the small girl, "O Jana, what happened to your elder brother, Ramdada? Where is he now?"

Jana, massaging Kashi's legs, replied, "O! My dada? He got married, and his daughter got married in Pune. This lady here, is Ramdada's daughter. It is her son who went to get the bottle of oil. I come here, regularly, and we stand here, over these past twenty years, to watch you walk in the palkhi. We are all very proud of you. Ramdada has passed on to Vaikhunta, more than ten years ago, but he used to be the proudest. He thought of you as a sister, closer to him, than me."

"He used to point out to you, and say - there, there goes Kashi, strong as ever, always better than the railway train." Jana continued, "And, he would then say to me, every year, without fail, you will never be as strong as her, Jana. Your sickness will never allow you to walk. Too bad that we did not know about polio in our village."

The lady standing nearby said, "O Kashibai, we are very proud of you. It is only on the first day of the palkhi that my Jana-atya comes to us. She stands here, watching you, and is very proud that you are able to walk. Do not worry about missing your group. My son will give you a lift in his bike, and Jana will come with you, and they will drop you at your exact dindi group."

The young boy came up very soon with his bike, and Jana also declared, "There, O Kashi, your legs are as good as new. I cannot walk as you can, because of my polio, but I can come with you on the bike, and we will take you to your group. Keep this bottle of coconut oil with you, for it may be useful later."

Extremely happy, Kashi hugged Ramdada's daughter, and went up to the bike. Jana was already sitting behind the young boy, and Kashi sat behind her. He drove slowly through the walking crowd. Nobody objected, for they could see that he was helping an old woman pilgrim, and many people blessed him for his good heart. In a few minutes, they were past the main rath of Dnyanba, and they went ahead of the all-women dindi group. The boy stopped his bike, and Kashi got down and stood on the roadside. She watched her group come closer, and she stepped out of the standing crowd to get inside her dindi.

Kashi turned around to thank the boy and Jana. Her dindi group was moving ahead rapidly. She could not see the boy or Jana or the motorbike. They would have had to move ahead in the same direction, because the police would not have allowed them to turn back. She could not locate them. Her young friend in the group was surprised to see her back in the group, and walking in a spirited manner. But, she did not ask any question. This was Dnyanba's wari, and they were all going to see Panduranga Vittala!!! Nobody questioned anything...





Glossary 
Ashaadhi = the Hindu Calendar month during June-July
atya = Aunt, usually, father's sister.
dada = elder brother
Dindis = the group-units of pilgrims participating in the wari.
Dnyanba = Sant Shri Dnyaneshwar of Alandi
paadukas = the sacred symbolic feet-impressions of deities or sages
palkhi = the pilgrimage from Dehu-Sant Tukaram temple and Alandi-Sant Dnyaneshwar temple via Pune to Pandharpur in Solapur District, Maharashtra
rath = chariot, usually pulled by oxen during the palkhi from Dehu-Alandi-Pune to Pandharpur
vaikhunta = passed away. Gone ahead to the great heavens above.
wari = the annual June-July (ashaadhi) pilgrimage from Dehu-Alandi-Pune to Pandharpur.
warkaris =  traditional pilgrims - devotees of Panduranga Vittala, the deity at Pandharpur - who walk from Dehu-Alandi-Pune to Pandharpur, covering nearly 200 kms