Stanza #4: The Arrows of the Sky
The fourth morning of Margaḻi broke not with the gentle amber of a traditional dawn, but with a heavy, atmospheric strangeness that seemed to suspend time itself. The air was no longer merely the biting cold of the winter season; it had become thick and electric, vibrating with a static charge that made the fine hairs on the girls' arms stand on end. The moisture from the previous day’s "three rains", those miraculous, timed gift-showers, had been reclaimed by the heavens, rising as a dense, expectant haze that clung to the thatched roofs of Srivilliputtur. It was as if the earth were holding its breath, waiting for a cosmic command to release the tension.
Kodai walked with a purposeful, rhythmic grace, her wet tresses trailing behind her like a dark river. As she led Neela and Dharini toward the sacred banks, the sky above offered no sun, no moon, and no stars; it was a featureless, infinite void of charcoal grey, a slate wiped clean for a divine inscription. Upon reaching a high, craggy ridge that overlooked the sleeping settlement, Kodai came to an abrupt halt.
She did not turn to reassure her friends, nor did she look back at the familiar comfort of the village. Instead, her gaze was fixed with a terrifying intensity upon the distant horizon. There, where the Bay of Bengal lay leagues away, the scent of brine and the deep, low thrum of the tide felt impossibly, intimately close, as if the ocean itself had moved inland to witness her prayer.
"The time has come," Kodai declared. Her voice had shifted, dropping into a resonant, primordial register that seemed to bypass the ears and strike the earth directly, causing the dew-laden grass beneath her feet to tremble in sympathetic vibration. "We have tilled the soil of our hearts; we have tempered our bodies through the fire of the Pavai vow. The vessel is ready. Now, we must summon the messenger of the skies to carry our yearning to the feet of the Lord."
The Call to Parjanya
Kodai stepped to the very edge of the ridge, her silhouette etched against the brooding sky like a temple carving come to life. With a slow, deliberate grace, she extended her hand toward the heavens, her palm open as if to receive a scepter. "O Varuna! O Parjanya! Lord of the Waters who holds the unfathomable depth of the sea within your very heart!" she cried, her voice ringing out with a clarity that pierced the heavy mist. "Do not withhold the treasures of the deep any longer. I command you: descend into the churning womb of the ocean, drink of its salt and its strength until you are swollen and heavy with the burden of grace. Then, rise! Rise with the thunderous roar of a thousand lions, shaking the foundations of the sky!"
The response was instantaneous. A sudden, violent gust of wind swept across the ridge, howling through the palm fronds with a primeval force. Dharini gasped, clutching at her shoulders as the wind whipped her hair—now unburdened by the weight of fragrant jasmines or the slickness of scented oils—wildly back from her face. The raw, unadorned strands lashed like dark silk in the gale. "Kodai!" she shouted over the rising clamor of the wind, her voice trembling with a mixture of terror and awe. "Are you truly speaking to the primordial clouds as if they were your personal servants? Have you no fear of the celestial powers?"
Kodai did not flinch; she stood like an unmoving pillar of light amidst the gathering storm, her eyes tracking a massive, dark formation that was coalescing on the horizon with impossible speed. "They are His servants, Dharini," Kodai replied, her voice calm and steady despite the chaos. "And because we have tethered our souls to Him, because we have become His own through this vow, they are more than servants, they are our kin. They recognize the authority of the Love we carry."
She pointed toward the heart of the approaching nimbus. "Look! See how the cloud transforms? It turns black, but look closer. It is not the dull, dead black of soot or the charred remains of charcoal. It is the Shyamala, that transcendent, cooling, blue-black hue that belongs only to the Lord of the Deluge. The sky is no longer just weather, Dharini; it is taking on the very complexion of Narayana. The universe is dressing itself in His colors to answer our call."
The Iconography of the Storm
As the girls stood frozen on the ridge, the heavens above Srivilliputtur ceased to be a mere canopy of weather and transformed into a surreal, celestial theater of staggering proportions. The clouds did not simply drift or gather as they had for millennia; they began to churn and shift with a frightening, geometric precision that defied every law of the natural world. Great embankments of vapor aligned themselves into concentric circles and radiating spokes, as if an invisible architect were drawing the blueprints of a higher dimension across the charcoal sky. The atmosphere grew heavy with the scent of ozone and ancient earth, humming with a frequency that made the very air feel like a living, breathing entity.
Suddenly, a blinding flash of light tore through the gloom, but it did not dissipate like common lightning. Neela recoiled, shielding her eyes with a trembling hand, her breath hitching in her throat. "Look at the lightning!" she whispered, her voice thin against the mounting pressure. "It is as if the sun has shattered within the clouds!"
"That is no mere atmospheric spark, Neela," Kodai declared, standing tall with her gaze fixed unblinkingly upon the radiance. Her eyes reflected the brilliance, turning them into twin orbs of molten gold. "It is the Sudarshana Chakra, the Discus of Auspicious Vision. Look closely at the heart of that dark mass; see how the light does not strike the earth, but spins in a perfect, fiery circle? It is the Holy Wheel held aloft by the powerful biceps of Padmanabha. That is the flash of the Lord’s own sovereign intelligence, a serrated edge of pure light cutting through the dense, suffocating darkness of this Kali age. It possesses a luster so divine, so absolute, that it puts the pale, material sun to eternal shame."
Before the light could fade, the thunder began. It was not the jagged, frightening crack that sends beasts scurrying to their dens, but a deep, resonant, and profoundly rhythmic boom—a percussive vibration that seemed to bypass the ears and resonate directly within the marrow of their bones. It was a sound that felt like the heartbeat of the universe itself.
"The Panchajanya!" Kodai cried out, her voice rising to meet the celestial roar. "Hear it, sisters! The very clouds are mimicking the sonorous vibration of the Right-Spiraled Conch. It is a booming, pleasing sound, a melody of power that carries no malice. It does not command us to 'fear'; it commands us to 'awaken.' It is the beckoning call of the Lord of Srirangam, echoing across the vast vault of the sky to remind us that the Protector has arrived."
The Rain of Arrows
The elderly priest, Agnivarna, stood paralyzed upon the muddy path, the silver ritual vessels in his trembling hands clinking together with a rhythmic, metallic shiver that betrayed his internal upheaval. He was a man whose life was a fortress of tradition, built upon fifty years of meticulous Vedic chanting and the strict geometry of temple rituals. He had mastered the Vayu-Stuti and the Varuna-Japa, scripts that humbly petitioned the heavens for sustenance. Yet, as he watched the small figure of Kodai standing against the bruised purple of the horizon, a profound and terrifying dilemma took root in his soul.
His scholarly mind, steeped in the hierarchies of the Puranas, struggled to categorize what his eyes were witnessing. Was this sacrilege or the highest siddhi? According to the texts, the Devas were mighty sovereigns who demanded elaborate Yajnas and precise offerings to be moved. And yet, here was a child of ten—a girl who had not yet studied the intricacies of the Upanishads—addressing the primordial forces of the atmosphere not with the tentative plea of a subject, but with the quiet, terrifying authority of a queen-regnant. He felt the foundations of his fifty-year-old certainty crumbling. Was the God he served through distant, cold rituals actually this close? Could a human heart truly become so transparent that it could wield the very attributes of the Almighty?
"She is not merely praying for rain," Agnivarna murmured to himself, his voice lost in the rising gale. His eyes widened as he realized the theological gravity of her words. "She is ordering the weaponry of God. She is not asking for weather; she is summoning the Ayudhas—the divine armaments—to manifest in the physical realm."
Kodai, oblivious to the priest’s crisis of faith, turned her gaze back to the roiling heavens. The clouds had now become a dark, pulsing canopy. "And now, O Rain God," she commanded, her voice slicing through the static, "do not let the water fall in a chaotic, mindless flood. Do not wash away the earth in a fit of elemental rage. Instead, let it fall with the lethal precision of the arrows from the SArnga, the mighty bow of Vishnu. Let each drop be a shaft of grace, feathered with mercy and tipped with the fire of truth, aimed directly at the parched, calloused hearts of the world. Let the rain be relentless—a storm of compassion that seeks out the hidden dust of the ages and washes the soul clean of its ancient slumber!"
As if the universe had been waiting for that specific cadence, the sky did not merely break; it opened like a gateway.
The rain did not "fall" in the way mortals understood the word. It descended with the whistling velocity of a synchronized volley of arrows, a vertical barrage that seemed to pierce the very fabric of the air. Agnivarna braced himself for the sting of the impact, expecting the violence of a monsoon, but the miracle deepened. As the torrential shafts of water struck the girls, they did not bruise or sting. Instead, they landed with the impossibly soft, velvety touch of falling lotus petals. The water was not the frigid runoff of the upper atmosphere; it was surprisingly, unnervingly warm. To the touch, it felt as if the liquid had been heated by the radiant, pulsing fire of the Lord’s own biceps—a warmth that did not just wet the skin but seeped into the bones, carrying with it the vitality of a living blessing.
The Discussion: The Archer and the Cloud
The girls stood anchored in the heart of the downpour, their simple cotton pavadais soaked through until the fabric clung to them like a second skin, yet they did not look bedraggled. Instead, in the surreal, filtered light of the storm, their skin began to gleam with a metallic luster, reminiscent of polished temple bronze catching the flicker of a thousand lamps. The biting winter chill that had initially made them huddle together had vanished, replaced by a radiant, internal heat—a physical manifestation of Tapas that transformed the torrential rain into a warm, liquid benediction. Every drop that touched them seemed to recharge their spirits, turning the act of standing in a storm into a meditative immersion.
Neela, wiping the crystalline water from her eyes, looked up at the sky with a lingering sense of bewilderment. "Why the bow, Kodai?" she asked, her voice competing with the rhythmic hiss of the falling rain. "Why must we ask for the rain to be like arrows? In all the stories our mothers tell us, an arrow is a thing of war, a cold instrument of iron and death meant to pierce and destroy. Why use such a violent image for the grace we seek?"
Kodai stood perfectly still, her face turned directly up into the deluge, her eyes closed as if she were reading a script written on the underside of the clouds. "The Lord’s war is not like the wars of men, Neela," she replied, her voice carrying a calm authority that seemed to quiet the wind. "His is a war of absolute love. The SArnga bow does not seek to kill the person; its target is the Ahankara—the stubborn, calcified ego that keeps us separate from Him. Think of it! Each drop of this rain is a guided arrow of consciousness, aimed precisely at the forgotten memories of our eternal bond with the Divine. When these 'arrows' strike the parched earth of our existence, they do not wound. Instead, they shatter the hard crust of our indifference, allowing the seeds of devotion that have lain dormant for a thousand years to finally sprout and breathe. This, Neela, is the true upliftment of the world—not a conquest of lands, but a liberation of hearts."
Dharini gazed out toward the horizon, where the once-dry fields were rapidly transforming. The water was collecting in the furrows, creating shimmering silver pools that mirrored the dark, majestic sky, cradling the stalks of red paddy in a protective embrace. "It is beautiful," she whispered, a tear of joy mingling with the rainwater on her cheek. "Even the thunder, which used to make me hide under my covers, feels like a deep, cosmic music now."
"It is the music of the Creator Himself," Agnivarna said, stepping forward from the shadows of the ridge. The elderly priest’s voice was thick with an emotion he could no longer suppress, his scholarly detachedness completely dissolved by the sheer sanctity of the moment. "In the Srimad Bhagavatam, it is said that the dark, rain-bearing clouds are the very tresses of the Lord’s hair. Today, I have witnessed the impossible. I have seen the child Kodai reach into the heavens, catch the Lord by His hair, and with the boldness of a daughter's love, ask Him to turn His gaze upon us. Child," he said, bowing his head slightly toward her, "you have moved beyond the dead letter of the law to the living spirit of the Narayana-Kavacham. You have woven the very elements into a celestial shield of protection for Srivilliputtur, turning a season of austerity into a festival of grace."
The Surreal Spiritual Bath
Kodai led the girls down the slippery, stone-carved steps and into the river, which had begun to swell and churn under the relentless barrage of the celestial downpour. The waters were no longer the familiar, earthy brown of the local currents; they had turned a translucent, crystalline indigo, swirling with a vitality that seemed to defy the laws of hydraulics. This was no longer the "Margali bath" of mere tradition, a ritual performed out of habit or social duty. As they waded deeper, the confluence of the rising river water and the "arrow-rain" created a mystical vapor that obscured the riverbanks. To the girls, the physical world of Srivilliputtur—the mud, the trees, the distant village sounds—seemed to dissolve entirely, replaced by a shimmering, blue-lighted void where gravity felt optional and the air tasted like nectar.
For a suspended, breathless moment, the spiritual veils were torn asunder. Neela and Dharini gasped as their vision shifted; they no longer saw the water as the local stream or even the sacred Cauvery. Instead, they felt themselves standing in the current of the Viraja, the legendary river that flows on the very edge of the material universe, separating the realm of cycles and shadows from the eternal, spiritual sun of Vaikuntha. The river was thick with a cooling, transcendental energy that hummed against their skin. The fish that leaped from the depths were no longer simple aquatic creatures; they appeared as radiant, silver-bodied Muktas, liberated souls, playing with exuberant joy in the wake of the Lord’s infinite grace. Each ripple in the water felt like a verse of a forgotten song, and each drop of rain felt like a homecoming.
"This is the heart of our Pavai," Kodai’s voice rang out, sounding both intimate and as vast as the horizon, echoing through the swirling spiritual haze. She stood in the center of the flow, her arms outstretched, looking as if she were the very axis upon which the blue void rotated. "We do not bathe in this month of Margali simply to cleanse the skin or to observe a vow of the seasons. We bathe to remember the truth of our own existence. Look at yourselves! We are not merely cowherd girls bound by the dust of the earth or the limits of a village. We are the Amshas—the eternal, indestructible sparks of that Great, Unending Light. The rain of the Sarnga has done its work; it has washed away the last clinging soot of the world's illusions, the false identities we wear like heavy cloaks. In this water, we are returned to our original, pristine brilliance."
The experience was so profound that time seemed to lose its sequence. As they dipped their heads beneath the surface, they felt as though they were being baptized not by water, but by the very essence of Narayana’s compassion, emerging not just as villagers, but as participants in a cosmic awakening.
The Promise of Prosperity
As the girls emerged from the crystalline embrace of the river, the celestial downpour began to taper off with a rhythmic grace, as if the heavens were slowly drawing a curtain over a private performance. The thick, expectant haze that had characterized the morning was instantly replaced by an atmosphere of such staggering, crystalline clarity that the laws of perspective seemed to have been rewritten. The distant, towering gopurams of the Srivilliputtur temple, which usually shimmered as a silhouette on the horizon, now appeared with such sharp definition that one could count the individual carvings of deities on their tiers. They glowed with an internal, divine intensity, reflecting the newborn sunlight like mountains of solid gold.
"The three rains have been delivered," Kodai whispered, her eyes fixed on the sky where a magnificent rainbow, the Indradhanus, was beginning to arch across the heavens. It was not a faint spectrum, but a vibrant, pulsing bridge of color that perfectly mimicked the majestic, sweeping curve of the SArnga bow they had just envisioned. "Look at the sign, sisters. The Lord has returned His weapon to the sky, leaving us with His promise. The people of this world will be happy; the cycle of life is restored. The farmers like Maruthan will find their granaries overflowing with red paddy, the priests like Agnivarna will find their rituals infused with newfound purity, and we... we have been granted the ultimate assurance that our Lord is not a distant observer, but an intimate listener to the whispers of our hearts."
They began their slow, meditative walk back toward the settlement. The earth beneath them had been transformed into a sacred slurry; the cool mud squelching between their toes no longer felt like common grit, but possessed the fragrant, cooling texture of the most precious sandalwood paste applied to a deity. The village was stirring into a state of collective wonder. Heavy wooden doors were creaking open, and the inhabitants of the cowherd colonies were stepping out into a world that felt as if it had been birthed anew. The air was thick with the scent of wet earth and crushed jasmine, and the faces of the villagers—from the smallest child to the oldest matriarch—were illuminated by a spontaneous, unexplained joy that bypassed the intellect.
Dharini, pausing to look at her own bare arms, felt a strange sensation of fullness. The absence of her gold bangles and beaded necklaces, which had felt like a sacrifice only days ago, now seemed entirely natural. "Kodai," she said softly, her voice filled with a quiet realization, "the jewelry I once craved... I do not miss it anymore. Not a single piece. This water, this rain of arrows, it feels as if it has adorned me with a persistent, internal light that no cloth can hide and no bath can rub off."
Kodai turned to her, the small green parakeet on her shoulder ruffling its vibrant feathers to shake off the lingering droplets of grace. Her smile was as ancient as the Vedas yet as fresh as the morning. "That is the light of Narayana, Dharini," she replied. "It is the Tejas of the soul reclaiming its heritage. Gold may wear thin and gems may lose their luster, but the adornment of His presence is the only ornament in all the three worlds that does not tarnish and can never be stolen."
The Closing of the Fourth Day
The fourth day did not simply fade into evening; it deepened into an aura of profound, crystalline peace that seemed to coat every leaf and stone in Srivilliputtur. The external tempest had passed, but the "booming pleasing sounds" of the celestial thunder refused to dissipate. Instead, those resonant vibrations migrated from the sky into the very consciousness of the girls, transforming from a physical roar into a rhythmic, mental chant that pulsed in harmony with their heartbeats. Neela and Dharini moved through their evening chores with a strange, weightless efficiency. They realized, with a collective shiver of awe, that the Margaḻi vow was no longer a countdown toward a future reward. They were no longer merely waiting for the month to conclude; they were walking, breathing, and living inside the miracle itself. The boundary between their pastoral reality and the Puranic splendor of the Heavens had become a porous veil.
As the sun dipped below the horizon, the evening stars began to pierce the darkening velvet of the sky. These stars appeared cleaner, sharper, and infinitely brighter than ever before, as if the "rain of arrows" had polished the very firmament. Kodai stood by the Tulasi garden, her silhouette framed by the rising moon. "Tomorrow," she whispered, her voice carrying a weight of joyful solemnity that drew her friends closer, "the direction of our quest shifts. We have summoned the clouds, we have witnessed the measure of the earth, and we have prepared the soil of our village. Now, we must go to the Source. We must wake the Lord of the World from His mystic sleep, just as we have labored to wake our own sleeping souls."
The day reached its close with the intoxicating, heady scent of wet earth, the Prithvi Gandha, mingling with the divine fragrance of temple incense. In the distance, the wind whistled through the gopuram's hollows, sounding like the lingering echo of the SArnga bow’s string. The world was at rest, saturated in a quiet happiness that felt both ancient and new. The girls of Srivilliputtur lay down that night not as simple cowherds, but as initiates, ready for the next step of their journey into the radiant, infinite heart of Narayana. (c) Bharat Bhushan
21 December 2025
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